Firstly, i would like to say a big 'well done' to our 2 boys for brilliant parents evening reports, very good considering the way they are sometimes.
Anyway, today i was supposed to get my results back, and finally find out what i have and what type it is. But due to my bi-opsy and bone marrow results not being back yet, i now have to wait another week ! FFS.
But from the way the specialist was talking i know shes hiding something, and here are my reasons :
1. She used the word cancer a lot today, she didn't on our first visit..
2. She said the treatment would be outpatient at Huddersfield, now its a sleep over at Leeds..
3. I go back to see her next Tuesday, she said she can book me in for treatment next Friday..
I asked about the CT scan i had, all she told me was there are a lot more lumps (like the 1 i had in my neck) in my abdomen, groin and chest, which fills me full of joy (not !)
So I'm back to waiting, again. And all I've got to look forward to is getting my stitches out on Friday morning.
We have both sat the boys down and tried to explain to them what is going to happen as good as we can, but not really knowing what I'm up against, was a bit tricky.
I would like to thank all of you from Twitter, for your support and help its very much appreciated. I really do follow some amazing people, your all truly wonderful.
Anyway that's it..... that's all i know, when i find out more i will tell you.
Thanks for reading
Offski
Anyway, today i was supposed to get my results back, and finally find out what i have and what type it is. But due to my bi-opsy and bone marrow results not being back yet, i now have to wait another week ! FFS.
But from the way the specialist was talking i know shes hiding something, and here are my reasons :
1. She used the word cancer a lot today, she didn't on our first visit..
2. She said the treatment would be outpatient at Huddersfield, now its a sleep over at Leeds..
3. I go back to see her next Tuesday, she said she can book me in for treatment next Friday..
I asked about the CT scan i had, all she told me was there are a lot more lumps (like the 1 i had in my neck) in my abdomen, groin and chest, which fills me full of joy (not !)
So I'm back to waiting, again. And all I've got to look forward to is getting my stitches out on Friday morning.
We have both sat the boys down and tried to explain to them what is going to happen as good as we can, but not really knowing what I'm up against, was a bit tricky.
I would like to thank all of you from Twitter, for your support and help its very much appreciated. I really do follow some amazing people, your all truly wonderful.
Anyway that's it..... that's all i know, when i find out more i will tell you.
Thanks for reading
Offski
Thinking of you mate. You're being brave but with kids you can do nothing else really can you?
ReplyDeleteKeep your spirits up.